jammit

2009-10-14T18:35:00.003+08:00

I think i won't be coming back till after A's la.

HAHA last year i also took a break from blogging until nov 20, this year im doing the same!

I just realised ahahah

Okay so anw, i can't wait for my papers to be overrrrr

26 days to start, 37 to finish.

SEEE YA'LLZZZ IN 38 DAYS! (:

p.s. "his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy. not i want one whattt."

Wednesdays FTW \m/

BYEEEE for now to all faithful readers who still check this pitiful thing i call a blog! <3

2009-10-11T21:49:00.005+08:00

Exclusion, secrecy, lack of basic manners.

Why has this come of you people.

I don't understand, and i'm totally disgusted.

I guess, everybody's just too busy for friendship.

Anw, i had a very eventful weekend.

My secret keeper knows HEEHEE.

Had a short but very nice conversation with lynne!

AND.. (i know lynne will be happy to see this)

only the best, NTH LESS anymore.

HOPE HOPE HOPE! (:

Picture from supper a few nights ago:

Just perfect (:

2009-10-09T14:09:00.003+08:00

I'm sexcited for a sexciting night after sooo long.

I have been seriously deprived. (:

And no dumbos, i'm not talking about sex HAHA.

OMG OMG you know how my facebook name is Jam Thegreat right.

There's someone else with the same name, Jam The-Great and guess what.

He's a banglah man ohno. From pakistan, HAHA.

Smth funny! (:

AWWWW TRUCK! (:

Anw, here's a funny line.

"Mary had a little lamb. The doctor fainted."

HAHAHA i thought this was really funny, tanto! (:

2009-10-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

2009-10-05T22:08:00.001+08:00

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Used to be a special song.
I think not anymore. I can't stand it.
Stopped watching once it reached 26 secs.
How long did you go?

2009-10-04T22:49:00.009+08:00

One week, so many things happened.

Like a roller coaster ride. Never liked 'em anw.

I learnt that all it takes is one minute.

That minute can make you or break you.

What a freaking bad minute that was.

And how i wish it never happened. ):

And MP? Still no idea who it is.

It's not silly zh who said it was her. HAHA.

And i just can't pull myself away. :D

Dora and diego? So yesterday.

NOTTTTTT! :D

ANW, had a great stayover with lynne and wy on friday night with spicy udon noodles(x2) and sappy love movies to make us cry and love more (HAHA) and webcamming with the whole world online and sigh, i love my girlies yay! After a's i want sleepover everyday man! :D

But now, i want to study everyday man! (To want it, or to need it? THAT is the question.)

SIGHHHHHHHH I DREAD WAKING UP EVERY MORNING BECAUSE

MY.

LIFE.

SUCKS.

TO THE MAX.

NOW.

2009-10-03T22:21:00.001+08:00

"I thought you were the love of my life, but i guess things change" -McDreamy from Grey's anatomy

2009-10-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

ARGH SOOO PISSED OFF TODAY MY DAY COULD'VE BEEN A MILLION TIMES BETTER DAMNIT.
FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU argh.

2009-10-01T20:24:00.004+08:00

Oh firstly, happy birthday chris! :D

Look at the difference from when you were bald and when you have hair! HAHA.

Anw, today was quite a weird day i would say.
And i don't know what to duuuuuuuu tmr SHIT someone help.

And omg wts, i just realised tmr marks a year since a really really really big issue happened.
So fast, but still can rmb everything in detail omg wth sooo stupid cant stand it.
This sucks just wanna forget it totally argh get out of my minddd.
Okay gotta do some maths.
I hate maths. :\

Being left out really totally sucks.

Why can't everything be alright at one time?

When it's not this it's that.

Ah fuck whatever la, don't have time to think of all this now.

2009-09-30T14:39:00.003+08:00

My day was..

SOOPER-DEEEEE-DOOPER! :D

Wow okay not much time left. Gotta study now.

BYE LO♥ES (:

Btw MP is still a mystery. Make yourself known.

2009-09-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

OMG WHO ARE YOU.

MAKE YOUR IDENTITY KNOWN.

(ZZZ IDENTITY :|)

2009-09-28T19:15:00.004+08:00

One minute it's love

And suddenly it's like a battlefield.

One word turns into a war

Why is it the smallest things, that tear us down.

I never meant to start a war, you know i never want to hurt you.

2 days still noone owned up. HAHA.

What if my mom just played a prank on me. Okay shit must ask her asap.

And i wish the gossiping would stop.

You're just wasting your time.

And sacrificing time meant for studying.

2009-09-27T20:50:00.018+08:00

Glad to see you're adapting well to life.

Hell fucking not, obviously.

Can the person who did the mystery thing please own up.

My curiosity is killing me. And cats.

Okay the latter is good.

But i need to know who the kind charitable soul was.

Thank you (in advance) for owning up.

"Sometimes the one thing that would please me the most is to see you.

Other times, i just want to punch you in the face and make your nose bleed."

HAHA this is soooo stupid right.

(The world's biggest loser did actually said this to me once)

Whoa i can't believe how dumb it is.

Okay so anw, mystery person shall be called MP, for obvious reasons.

It's been 1 day mp. WHO THE * ARE YOU.

(HAHA once again vicky, for you i shall not say it here)

P.S I can't wait for the weekend and more importantly, friday;)

LO♥E YOU ALL!

2009-09-26T14:01:00.003+08:00

Best i ever had.

Jols came over last night for a study sleepover and i'm going out to study later! :D

HEEHEE okay so i'll be back soon i hope, getting really lazy to update my blog.

Shall do it when i feel like it la.

I miss ajisen, and i wonder where in the world sot barnslig is now.
I got a big ahem ahem EGO
HAHAHA(:

Have a great weekend ya'llzzzzz \m/

2009-09-25T15:41:00.001+08:00

It was an honest mistake.

But a wonderful one at that.

Life is all about circles, and going around in them.

That sucks. I cant emphasize enough how much i want A's to finish.

All the PSLE, O's and promo dudes will be celebrating while we are still exam-ing.

Oh well.

2009-09-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

*spit
i hate the noise people make when they spit.
oh, what a noisy noise it is, it totally pisses me off.
HEE i would never wanna spit cos i wouldn't wanna say the taboo word of the season!

:) cheap thrills make my day.
can't stand myself to the max.
so eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerie-tatingzzzz

2009-09-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

TODAY was a really special day thanks to... (:

You should know who you are cos you made my day HEEHEE!

And the color of the day was....blue!

2009-09-23T15:01:00.013+08:00

Good game.

I have like 50 pics to post and that's like after i cut out alot.

So i hope you treasure this post cos i took a damn long time to do it.

Firstly, WEIYING'S 18TH that just happened last saturday! (:

So the rangers and bfs went earlier to help decorate the place in the afternoon.

And i drew on a balloon which became my partner for the event! We shall call him B.B. (cant tell you what that means HAHA)

And we blew like a billion balloons and took a million pics while blowing them.

Then the helium balloons arrived. my face looks stupid ttm here. sorry about that.

And me and lynne climbed through the hole in the gate.

Then wy's family and lh's family came so we had to behave first.

Then was cake time! :D

Then the families left and we went kinda crazy.

Played taboo and the losing team had to do a forfeit, getting our faces drawn on. :|

The winners, and artists.

Their products.

But in the rangers world, there are no real winners or losers cos only bitches are losers so we got to draw on them too!
YAY! :D

So this is the end result, from zh's blog.

WY was my artist!

And i drew back on her.

It was fun, but i wish everybody could've made it. ):

Okay so, we made wy a magazine, and met up several times before that and had sleepovers! (:

Me, lynne and zhihui!

Then there was another sleepover where everybody was able to make it!

We even went for supper yay! (:

Then lyana and i didnt sleep at all and went for our own adventure when everybody knocked out.

And lyana looks super cute here la right HAHAHA

Here are some pics from wy's present.

us in 20 years? HAHA.

I think mine looks damn real. (um. actually, it is HAHAHA i wish)

Okay now, random outings and coming over to my house pictures.

Me azureen and shazni at baybeats!

random day out with the girlies.

(jols and i went feasting in our neighbourhood with durians even!)

we have never smiled like this before HAHA
Fel down HAHAH joke.
jia love and me!
lynne and i with choco cones. Sorry i'm lazy to rotate.
kennedy kweh and me! :D

old pic when my hair was permed.
New pic at wy's chalet!

My class!
Before last prelim paper.
After. LOOK AT ME AHAHAHA.
i lovelove my class ao much! :D

soccerettes a while back! (cant rmb if i've posted it, dont think so.)

THATS ALL, finally done.
I'm really happy and feel loved and am thankful to have these special people in my life
(i dont mean retarded) and i still havent uploaded some pics cos i havent gotten them.
Like vicky's birthday with merry gang and more ranger pics!
Now i must finish my tuition hw and i spent two hours on this nonsense whoa.
Okay bye, love you all! (:

P.S. see the other rangers' blogs for more pics and jol's blog got funny story HAHAHA.

2009-09-21T22:48:00.004+08:00

~~It took me a while to realize it but now i know you're not worth a second of my time and an inch of my mind.~~ Screw off.
Wanted to pic blog about everything but looking at the num of pics, i just became lazy. Am probably gonna do it sometime this week? Maybe friday.
Mom's overseas and waking up everyday on time is gonna be a challenge.
At least we don't have uniform day cos i still don't know how to iron :\

And now i have 49 days left to A's, and 60 days left to freedom. Sounds great but not so great at the same time right. ARGH i don't know what i want FMLZZZZZ \m/

2009-09-20T11:36:00.000+08:00

OMG IM SOOOOOOO HAPPY COS I JUST HAD THE BEST CHALET OF MY LIFE WHICH WAS A TOTAL SUCCESS I LOVE MY RANGERS SO MUCH AND I JUST GOT ANOTHER DAMN HAPPY NEWS AND I'M RUNNING AROUND SCREAMING NOW.

(if you really wanna know come and ask me)

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I CAN'T BELIEVE IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~

2009-09-12T03:37:00.002+08:00

"a relationship is like a house. when a lightbulb burns out, you do not go and buy a new house, you fix the light bulb." -laura gibson

Life has been very occupied! :D with rangers and loved ones and many pics that i'm lazy to upload and i'll do a major pic post when i get all the pics. But for now, get to fixing all the lightbulbs peopleeeeeee. :D

gickr.com animation

2009-09-10T00:31:00.002+08:00

i love my crazy boredom killer alot, can anot? (:

2009-09-07T15:26:00.013+08:00

~~Post deleted.~~

2009-09-07T00:18:00.003+08:00

sorry i haven't been posting
thanks for frequently checking
i'll be back soon i think
please don't shower and start to stink

like rhyming only
bye people

zero punctuation is cool
who says you need to end sentences officially
who says you need to end life officially
there are dead people still alive
right?

2009-08-27T11:14:00.006+08:00

It's three hours to my final prelim paper but instead of studying i have come to share a story. A really funny one.

So a few nights ago, i went to my friend's place for a birthday party okay. Then this girl, she came up to me and i was holding a cup of ice CUBES (what else) in my hand.
The girl starts a conversation and i just talk to her la.
(after while, don't know why the conversation went to that topic)

Girl: aiya, drugs are damn harmful man.
Me: yeah i'm addicted to my own drug too, ice. (STILL HAVING THE CUP IN MY HAND)
Girl: (shocked) really?
Me: (thinking she understood which ice i was talking about) yeah, very hard to quit la. been hooked since sec 3 already. (sad face)
Girl: i think you should go to rehab or something. i got contact, you want anot?
(?! why on earth would a normal looking girl have a rehab centre's number on her phone right?)
Me: (totally thought she was kidding) yeah la i think so too. (giggle)
Girl: (super serious) if not your addiction will get worse you know, then you'll be hooked to ketamine and all.
Me: (laugh, expecting her to laugh with me)
Girl: (serious face) seriously, drug addiction is not a laughing matter.

OMG i was damn shocked.
So i just played along to save her the embarrassment and actually got the rehab number la!
Damn super retarded i tell you.

Oh well, the conclusion: sarcasm is a beautiful thing and i think it should be a lesson taught in school. and don't assume everyone embraces it as well as you. HAHA.

Another conclusion: if i continue being a slacker and using comp, not only will i be late for my paper later, i'll fail it too.

OKAYBYE the next time i'm back here my prelims would have been overrrrrrrrrrr! (:

Lastly, a little picture for everyone!

And it's raining heavily now.
Timecheck: 11.52, one more hour till i have to get ready for school! No, actually less than that right. Yeah.

2009-08-23T15:27:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY MOVIE MARATHON ON FRIDAY DAY DAY DAY DAY.
COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS.
I CAN'T WAIT WAIT WAIT.

I've been seriously deprived of fun and whoo i just cant wait to step into a cinema. Am going to enjoy for a weekend and then start studying so that i wont feel the same way about a's as i did for prelims.
But i know i'll end up wasting more time than that right, shit laaaaaaaa.
I need to be more disciplined. From next monday.
HIAK HIAK HIAK.. (new squirrel giggle)

2009-08-18T22:57:00.001+08:00

Don't let 'im say you ain't beautiful.
(:

Nice sentence from this book that i read a few days ago about this girl, who. Um. Actually i'm quite lazy to explain. HAHA um okay if you really must know ask me okay. But that sentence prominent. Enough said la haha.

Tmr's gpgpgp and thurs is econs, then done with papers this week. I just cant wait to get prelims over with. Everybody hates exams! (:

Sucks la the school put the countdown signboard outside school : 85 days to A's. HAHA SUCKSSS

2009-08-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

my love,
Reyna ♥

2009-08-16T13:49:00.001+08:00

"L-O-V-E's just a word i dont know how to pronounce anymore." -some band i cant remember.

Yeah well done jam, watching soccer on the eve of prelims when you're not ready for the first paper is not very wise.

(but it was fun!) :D at least i got to see arse-nal beat everton 6-1 and chelsea beat hull 2-1 haha predicted the latter spot on, but had no idea that arsenal would do that!

Well so lemme try to squeeze two years of atmosphere, lithosphere and hydrosphere in a day eh. Quite easy la HAHA ):

omg i cant believe i remembered their names. always said land, air and water study all this while. now you know how dead i am haha can just FML la. (vicky read this as freak okay.) HAHA.

2009-08-12T18:01:00.005+08:00

"stop wading in the baby pool and start learning to swim in the adult pool. will you float or will you sink?" great words by the econs goddess. (:
ANW had lunch with kennedy today before school and felt full for the longest time! you know sometimes if you eat too much then you can barely walk, but it usually goes away by at most half an hour? i felt full even after two hours haha the feeling is damn sucky!

i miss seeing merry gang everyday haha and seeing everybody in the study mood makes me feel like studying too. weird right you're supposed to be getting freaked out and stuff haha dont know la. and thanks to rangers and friends for all the encouragement! (:

here's a song that taeyang did, its a cover of the song "cracks of a broken heart" by eric benet and wow the lyrics are beautiful and so is his voice. and his english is damn cute too. but i wont put as my blog song in case it tortures anti-korean people so i'll just put the youtube video here.

AHH he's perfect i love him more and more (:

LYRICS!
Maybe we need just a little more time
Time that can heal what's been on your mind
You can find what we lost before it all slips away
We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made
God only knows what a heart can survive
So many tears from all the pain in our lives
And where else could we go after all we've been through
I still believe my life is right here with you

So just hold on
And it wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart

I know its taking a while but every lesson, i've learned
And if your heart speaks tonight, I'll hear every word
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way
But with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay

There's a light that can burn
It exists in the heart
You can feel it when you know love is true
If you could try to be strong
And keep the light burning long
It took a lifetime but i found it in you

(cut all the repeated choruses heh)

Damn beautiful (:

2009-08-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

Happy 100th post! YAY haha.
Anw the cutest song title of a song that shaz was listening to:
Underwear is for wearing, not for showing.
So cute right! HAHAHA.
Okay anw, school sucks. Politics suck.
Living in the countryside with a farm and a small land to plough wheat is the way to go.
Maybe a couple of sheep for wool to knit sweaters for the winter and cows to provide my children with milk.

NICE (:

2009-08-02T22:46:00.001+08:00

A life without expectations is a good life.
Live life without expecting much and you'll get alot in return.
It's true(:

Anw, wont be here so often already. Shall drop by every once in a while and for people who still faithfully check, thanks ah! :D Haha.

2009-07-30T18:56:00.003+08:00

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

Beyonce's song stuck in my head. Tsk.
Oh well. School sucks. Common consensus.
Every blog i go to says the same thing.
Everybody's feeling the heat of A's.

Wait in order to know i would have been blog hopping means i wasnt studying oh no kbye. (Ch**bye HAHA small joke)
Anw, what a radical weekend, felt like i was going back in time. Seriously.
Got me all nostalgic about everything for a bit. And i'm really sad that school's ending. Waitaminute i just contradicted myself. Refer to first part of post HAHA.
Argh just sad to say bye to all my classmates, friends and acquaintances. Yeah i'll weirdly miss the chirpy jj spirit. And no i'm not being delusional.
Wait why am i still rambling when i already said bye.

This is the sex.

2009-07-27T22:31:00.002+08:00

HEEHEEHEEHEEHEE :)
I've found a new hobby!

Okay superzzz goodluck to me for tmr's econs mock prelims.
And goodluck to MG as well.
Vicky takecare of your chronic illness and joey of your latecoming-on-monday illness. HAHA.

I can't say this enough, A's need to be over asappppppppp. But i need to be ready asapppppp also. HAHAHA.

Shit i'm high okay bye.

2009-07-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

My pillars of strength (:
Thanks rangers for everything we've been through.
6 years and counting! ;)

I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line

2009-07-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today was a test of tolerance and i've cracked.
Worst day i've had in the longest time.

2009-07-19T22:28:00.004+08:00

Shit la i'm so bored i gave myself short hair.

Not nice la huh. HAHAHA. I'm nuts la.

And check out this funny video! Rated nc16! :)

Die la 3 posts in one day. Stress is seriously getting to me i need my human stress ball now. :(

2009-07-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

I think it sucks that people change. I know its quite naive of me to say it cos all the great people in history say change is good blah blah blah but no i dont think so.
And sorry for excessive posting, i seem to do it in the process of procrastination HAHA shit la.
JAMMMM go study. NOW.

Yes mam ):

2009-07-19T19:34:00.003+08:00

OOH I FORGOT, NOT ONLY IS THIS WEEK FILLED WITH BIRTHDAYS, IT'S ALSO FILLED WITH MONTHSARIES/ANNIVERSARIES! Julian and lynne's 3rd year on 23july, M and somebody's 1st year on 27th and mine and ken's 8 month on 22! HAHA wth what a packed week!
AND not to forget, it's gonna be racial harmony day too. WOW what's the meaning of this man.
LOVE's gonna be in the air haha.

♥

2009-07-18T19:15:00.004+08:00

I realised that it's not the number of friends one has that matters, it's the quality of the friendship that does. And i feel blessed to have angels as friends! :D Can't wait for eve's birthday sushi buffet for lunch with merry gang on monday, coach's birthday bbq also on monday, and steamboat dinner for zhihui on tuesday! Have to study extra hard this weekend so that i don't feel guilty man. :) School's been kinda steady and surprisingly i've been doing hw consistently for this past week with some motivation from friends. Persevere man, 10 more weeks to A's and then it's the beginning of life. Or at least that's how i see it. Oh and my mom just made me so happy today after our heart to heart, i love you mom! (L)

Pics from picnic which was a huge success despite the rain and somebody's worst encounter in his/her life (secret okay, for your sake)

YAY US! :)

Girlieszxzsx

Boyszxszxszx

Me and babe! (:

Okay that's all, stay happy everybody and take care of your health! :D

2009-07-10T19:24:00.011+08:00

AIYA.
The feeling sucks when you are so damn lazy to post for like a month and then realise how pathetic your blog is la. Just look at my posts for june, all like one liners bloody hell. So here i am, after alot of scolding. After this, i'll get oh so many rewards (treat, cow nonsense, mint ice cream, and more love) from the people who said they'd give them to me. Yes, i said more love. Thanks sammy, you're the most generous person i know. :) HAHA kidding la don't kill me. And i think i'm becoming more vulgar. Not in the F-word way (can't say it cos of vicky and the influence she has. thanks to her it's like taboo now when i used to use it like water. not that i waste water. AHH yougetmypoint) but in the negative bloody hell damnit way. I think it's worse leh aiyo shit must be more positive. So anyway. I'll just put one major pic from each outing and more if i feel like it, to summarize the ENTIRE month of june. It will seem like i only have 2 friends, bearwithme people! :) Shall make the pictures bigger since there's a lack of them muahaha.

Playing with aden the bomb!

Jolene's Bday Part 1.

Jolene's Brithday Part 2.

Joey's birthday!

Street Soccer!

Jaystine Ang, HAO XIANG NI WORX :)

Crystal jade XIAO LONG BAO MMM!

Someone enjoying chawanmushi :)

THE CUTIEOFTHEYEAR.

OMG see how this cutie flirts with the camera HAHA :D

:D

:D:D

I'm done and so shall bid farewell here! :)

P.S. I love my friends.
P.P.S. I don't understand why you people are being so weird.
P.P.P.S. I love you babe! :) For you:

heehee :)

2009-07-05T19:56:00.001+08:00

Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.

Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates.

Candidate A.

Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B.

He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response.
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Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion question: If you said YES, you just killed Beethoven.

SO NEXT TIME, START THINKING.
(Before judging)

:D

2009-07-04T14:33:00.001+08:00

Okay i realise that my blog is getting boring for people who read it cos it's getting so status-update-ish like twitter right. Like just look at all my short posts yuck.
Okay i shall do my best to change it but haha don't really have the mood to do that right now cos i'm going out to enjoy my last weekend of happiness. HAHA NO i'm not dying, A's are coming la doofuses :D So oh well, shall be back soon with better posts i promise! :D

2009-06-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

I am loving life so so so much right now and words can't describe how happy i am.
Haha, no wait.
EUPHORIC ECSTATIC WHY ALL HAPPY WORDS START WITH E HOW ABOUT SUPERRRRRRR :D

But, it's exam week. Oh man all part of education life right. HAHA see i'm even seeing the silver lining of the ominous cloud of exams! :D
More pics after exams on thurs! So much has been happeninggggggg :)

2009-06-24T18:29:00.002+08:00

When you resort to asking the people you hate for help you realise that they are the ones that will truly have your back.
When things don't happen with the people you love you realise that you're the only one who wanted them to.

Okay what rubbish.

Why wasn't i born as an ant, things'll be so much easier. Bet they don't have to take A levels. Or have school. They don't have H1N1 and they get to irritate the shit outta humans. I want also.

Oh and thanks bf for the company through all my sleepless nights. I'm freaking nocturnal. No not even sleeping through the day. I think in the last three days, i've slept for 8 hours. And i'm still not tired. Oh no what's happening hols suck. Exams suck. School sucks. Faster come, nov20! :)

2009-06-24T00:14:00.001+08:00

So what are we doing? We are turning into dust.
Playing house in the ruins of us.

Some things irk me. Really really irk me.
(: Study hard people!

2009-06-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

But still, it pisses me off like hell.
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY on a more happier note,

Happy seventh monthsary
♥

2009-06-21T18:57:00.004+08:00

I seriously just don't understand. Seriously.
I hope you see this, i really do.
And you will eventually get it so don't ask.
Cos if you think its you i'm talking about, then it's you.
P.S i hate lies and i bet you don't know what i'm talking about.
Soooo.. who's guilty?

The people who make you the angriest are those who can actually make you the happiest.
So ironic.

2009-06-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA i think a picture speaks a thousand words.
A thousand racist words.

2009-06-15T17:50:00.002+08:00

Oh, no more mistakes.
Cos in your eyes i'd like to stay :)

Katy perry's thinking of you is niceee! I know i'm slow la okay. Thanks for sending me the song, you! :D :D But the meaning like abit wrong right. I mean, besides the last few sentences. HAHA it's actually about someone being with someone but thinking about someone else. ORH-HORRR who so naughty.

Anyway, last few days were guilty pleasures. Not what you ti ko peks are thinking la. It's like i know i must study but fun is so... alluring. Gotta get to some serious studying pronto, if i wanna do well for mid year right. No more slacking okay jammmmm, two weeks left of hols only! :(

I realise that this post is like me talking to myself. Like so retarded leh :D

2009-06-11T22:36:00.002+08:00

Sex me so good i say BLAH BLAH BLAH.
WORK IT, i needa glass of watahhhhhh!

HAHAHAHA okay done SAMMEHHH, now GIMEHHHHHH my MONEHHHHHHHH.

It was a bet people. A friend bet me that i wouldn't post it but i did and i earned ten bucks just like that!
With money like this, who needs a job man! :D
NOBODEHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

2009-06-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

SICKKKKKKKKK
And shit, vicky's off and i didn't get to say bye :(

And yet, why do i always find out this way?
I don't know.
Just so very tired of it.

2009-06-05T16:00:00.004+08:00

Okay pics from mg celebration are hereeee! :D

We were eating happily and all..when suddenly a cake appeared from nowhere la!

Look at what vicky and i are doing ahaha!

OMGZ EEEERITATING TTMMMMM. But what's jam without some twit pix right! :D

And yes. The MG birthday tradition of getting a kiss from vicky. Erm, thanks ah vicky.
HAHAHAHA inside joke vic you know we all still love you right. But i think your hair looks really nice here! :D

Yay thanks my loves for a lovely day. Memorable indeed! :)

Oh and here's a pic from sakura buffet with soccerettes but i havent gotten like the group pic yet!

Okay then i guess now i have to settle down and start studying i wasted the whole first week already omgzzzz okay bye babies! :D

2009-06-04T18:52:00.004+08:00

PICS FROM MINI SUSHI PICNIC!

The pixels of my internal cam sucks to the core! OMG la.
AND SHIT MY TUITION TEACHER'S HERE!
gotta go:D

2009-06-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

Cos, you're the apple of my eye. ♥

And apparently, mabel's too!!!!

EHHHH WALAOO MABELLLLLLLLLLLL..

2009-06-01T23:25:00.011+08:00

Thank you everybody for making my birthday a happy one! :D :D
And thanks for all the wishes and presents and cakes and love! Haha.

Okay so here's how it went.
Sat night at hard rock with ranger babies, and kennedy kweh!

And this is a funny video with SUPERRRRRRR out-of-tune singing but filled with abundant amounts of love alright! HAHA (thanks ah lyana) :D

And thank you family people HAHA i was still surprised cos i actually didn't see the cake even though it was just on the table! BLURRRRRRRRR ME. 8-)

Okay people, more pics from MG celebration not up yet, will be back soon to update alright! :D
SEE YOU PEEPZ. <3

2009-05-28T20:14:00.003+08:00

And i keep climbing, hoping things would change.
Then the sky turns grey and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains.

2009-05-23T21:44:00.006+08:00

Okay so this was a good week for me, cos of many many things! :D

Spent tues and wed with rangers, celebrated KITMING SIAO's birthday! :D Also had a pre-birthday celebration the day before without her haha so bad la.

Then on thurs, my love KRIS ALLEN won american idol and even though everybody seems to be against it, i lovelove him still okay.

AND on friday, was my hap hap happy 6th month with kennedykweh! :D YAY.

Okay here are the pics from tues (pre-bday) and wed (actual bday)

Me and crazy lyana.

When you don't know how to pose for a pic, just do the adugen babyyyy.

OWENS spoiler. AHAHA.

In between the twins - they're so irritating.

With kitty's prezzie.

Me and lynnie beanie bao beiizxzszx.

Lyana and zh took this photo and i thought it was kinda cool so i demanded to have one too.

HAHA. So copycat.

SERIOUSLY, our bestest gangster photo shot EVERRR. HAHA. Lynne finally took a fierce photo without bursting into laughter. AND WHEN I SAY BURSTING, I MEAN BURSTING MUAHAHA.

Okay now, her actual birthday!

Kit with her present.

Me and weiying kia.

LOVE LOVE!

CANDID laughter shot haha.

Me being a nut.

Okay yeah. Wanted to put one of kris's performances up but i'm just too lazy la OKAY SO I GUESS THAT'LL BE IT THEN. More pics on FB and jolene's bloggieeeee! :D
BYE MY BABY LOVES (:

I LOVE THE RANGERS
Can't wait to see them on sat again! ;)

Cos we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

2009-05-18T22:30:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday my love!

YESYES i love you too HAHA.

Sweeeeeet dreams people, goodnight and don't fight! :D

2009-05-17T20:16:00.003+08:00

RETAIL THERAPY ROCKS.
EVEN IF IT BURNS A HOLE IN THE POCKET IT HEALS THE HOLE IN THE HEART HAHA.
I came up with that quote myself muahahaha.
Thanks S for helping me with my shopping :D

My previous post was just a song, the pieces don't fit anymore, by james morrison. Nth much!
:D :D

And i've watched monsters inc a million times until i remember the lines but it's still L.O.V.E la!

The last part is so sad, omg la.

2009-05-15T20:03:00.003+08:00

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small. I've been drawing the line and watching it fall. You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart. Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart. Well I can't explain why it's not enough, cos I gave it all to you. And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now, it's the better thing to do. It's time to surrender, it's been too long pretending, there's no use in trying when the pieces don't fit anymore. The pieces don't fit here anymore. Well you pulled me under so I had to give in. Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin. Well I hide all the bruises, I hide all the damage that's done. But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone. Oh don't misunderstand how I feel, cos I've tried, yes I've tried. But still I don't know why. No I don't know why, I don't know why.

I'm not a fool. Not anymore.
There's only so much i can take.

2009-05-14T17:45:00.003+08:00

ALL I WANNA DO IS FIND A WAY BACK INTO LOVE.

Okay i have so many pics that i havent uploaded. YAY now's the time.
I know i'm supposed to be studying for lit, but um.... YEAH(:
Life's like that sometimes, you know? ;)
BY THE WAY. MY HANDS ARE FILLED WITH MOSQUITO BITES SO DISGUSTING I HAVE TO LOOK AT THEM WHEN I'M TYPING THIS EEEEW.
Okay sorry.
ANYWAY....
PICNIC WITH GIRLIEZSXZS!

OKAY BABY i'm lazy to post more already. BYE.<3

"I just read your letter, says that you'll be gone for a while
I thought things were getting better
Seems I'm just a fool strung out"

2009-05-13T20:31:00.003+08:00

"In your face where the door keeps slamming"

It's disappointing to find out that some people are shallow and insensitive.
AND too bitchy for their own good.
I've had it, seriously.
Sorry if by saying this i fit my own criticisms above.

:(

2009-05-10T00:07:00.003+08:00

And Ashton Kutcher said:
I can find a million reasons why we shouldn't be together. But you know what, i don't care about them.

AWW SO SWEET RIGHT!
Yay i love the movie "Guess who!" like one of my fave movies, ever.
About this black girl with a white man! HAHA eh eh.
Her dad's damn racist and the movie's damn funny i like i like :D

And....YAY my mom's coming back tmr after 2 weeks and it's happy mothers day i miss her!!!!!!! :D
My dad's only coming back in 3 weeks, then i think it's happy father's day HAHA what a coincidence.
Okay happy mothers day to the mothers of the world hahaha :D

2009-05-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hello all! So many things have been happening la omg.
Wednesday was my last match and last CCA day :(
So sad right! Then i went for dinner with the soccerettes.
Thursday, spent time with babe and had dinner with my brother after a million years!
Friday, had a productive day in school, then went for soccer+soccerettes bbq and coach was there! Was quite successful haha. :D

Today i just slacked at home cos i was so tired, AND I WOKE UP AT 2.30 CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I reallt needed sleep after so many sleepless nights this week la. Okay i'm really lazy to post pics so i'll be back soon alright. :D BYE ALL!

If you want me to stay, i'll never leave.
If you want me to stay, we'll always be.
If you want me to stay, love endlessly.
If you want me to stay,
if you want me to stay, i'll never leave you.

I love you (:

2009-05-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

It was a double MG birthday today, for both MABEL AND MILDRED! :D

Happy birthday my lovelies, i hope you enjoyed what we planned/bought for you! :D
It was off to eve's house where we made sushi with smoked salmon and turkey breast and many others and it was damn fun la, even though i couldn't participate. Anti climax. Some people lick and roll things with their saliva, don't know who ;)
Then it was song time at eve's room, whoa damn fun! :D:D

I LOVE LOVE LOVE MG!

Also, sleepover with rangers last weekend was fun too. I LOVE LOVE LOVE RANGERS and lynne, you rock for totally understanding me. :D

This is silly taeyang when he was younger, so cute right.

AND ALSO I LOVE LOVE LOVE TAEYANG!!!!!!!! :D

Thanks for the flowers muahahaha.
Okay bye lunatics!

2009-04-27T21:32:00.004+08:00

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting to see you again
Be with you my friend
When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere, I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way to show you I care
Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are
(Meet you tonight on top of)
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what to do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

Had training today, can't wait for wednesday's match! So exciting.
And today was a happy day. Well at least the happiest in a while huh.
Hope this week will bring more joy to the world! :D :D

P.S smth interesting and oh so true!

'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her a sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'

:D

2009-04-26T20:33:00.008+08:00

"Sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down; just get back up when it knocks you down"

Okay i haven't posted a decent post in ages and omg my blog's become damn boring, i apologise for that! :D
Okay many pics i'll caption here and there.

From a major camwhoring session a million years ago in class. Lit was getting boring and we had to do smth urgently to prevent us from going CRAZY :)

Me and mildred during merry lunch :D

BABE please stop acting like a model :\

Very interested in the taxi-tv thing until i was ignored.

NO MORE BRACES!

Picnic at vivo with babe.

Picnic + nice talk with jess! :)

Dan dan mian, I LOVE!

Kennedy kweh, i love too! Haha.

Excuse me don't camwhore with my cam, if not i'll just post it.

Met up with kit and jols :)

Weiying and lynne too. Aiyo this pirate thing very lame la.
WY look like slut HAHA :D supposed to be serious mug shot la aiyo.

I drew on mabel! HAHA.

I love merry gang.

WS stop sleeping already.

Yay happy when babe's awake.

Sad when he's sleeping.

The day i took off my braces! April 11.

Like i said, i get bored when babe sleeps.

My mom has straight teeth too! HAHA. Why is she so fair.

OTW to the hospital. Haha.

Okay so, after all that i'm lazy to say anything else so bye!
P.S. I love babe+merry gang+rangers+soccerettes+friends
P.P.S Hey dude sorry i made you wait for so long! :D

2009-04-26T00:06:00.009+08:00

I've seriously never felt more made use of in my life.
NEVER EVER.

:\

2009-04-25T10:02:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday JIA! :D

Ytd was fun, had dinner with my team after training and we were gossiping like mad HAHA :D
And teachers were super sarcastic ytd and we were all damn pissed off during lessons argh.
So irritating i tell you.
Okay then...actually nth much happened already la. Haha.

Anyway, i couldn't have asked for a better or more perfect reconciliation :D :D
Someone made me really happy ytd! <3

You're so beautiful(:

2009-04-23T12:50:00.004+08:00

Thank you silly goose, for everything.
You're such a dong, seriously.
I love you babe :D

2009-04-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

OMG freakishly true haha :)

Two hands are always needed to clap.
How to clap if one hand is never there? :(
Time to raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice.

2009-04-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

To really love a woman,
To understand her,
You've got to know her deep inside.
Hear every thought,
See every dream,
And give her wings when she wants to fly.
Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
'Cause she needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really, really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
Let her hold you,
Till you know how she needs to be touched.
You've got to breathe her, really taste her,
'Til you can feel her in your blood.
And when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman.

You've got to give her some faith,
Hold her tight, a little tenderness.
You've got to treat her right.
She will be there for you taking good care of you,
You really gotta love your woman yeah.

And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.

Haha its an old song with a nice meaning. Heard it on idol just now! THIS SEASON IS DAMN GOOD LA!

2009-04-14T23:10:00.001+08:00

fuck life.

2009-04-12T22:53:00.003+08:00

Speechless, and disappointed.
Don't wanna compare but sometimes i can't help myself :(

Found out i'm really lazy to post pics and all.
Haha oh well be back soon okay.
Don't give up on me ah.

2009-04-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me musta damn near killed you

How you remind me, good song. :)

2009-04-08T21:50:00.002+08:00

Absence - the common cure of love.
BUT too much is the common destroyer of love.

Come on keep in touchhhh

2009-04-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

OMG it was 22:22:22 when i saw my watch just now. Super coincidental haha.
And i like the number 22. ;)

ANYWAYS. Today i was not well and didnt go school, and slept all the way till like 12 plus.
Then i called jols and asked her to accompany me to the coffeeshop since she stays six blocks away.
Then after i reached her house downstairs, i waited for awhile and she called me again. Then i was wondering what happened then she asked if i wanted a chocolate muffin that she baked. So i was like okay, can ah! So she brought it down...that's when things took a downward twist. :(

She was very happy to gimme the muffin and my camera lag until her smile became fake HAHA sorry jolene mok i couldnt find the other one you took i think deleted. :(

I was excited to eat it.

BUT i vomitted once i put it in my mouth! She still can take photo somemore.

ACTUALLY RIGHT...
I THOUGHT IT WAS VERY NICE LA I'M JUST KIDDING :D

I ate it and was very happy :D

Yay thank you jolene mok i love you! ♥

Then i went to her house to eat but i fainted upon seeing her desktop wallpaper.

OMG RAIN?!?! I HATE HIM LA JOLENE MOK.

My taeyang's better!

No la actually i think kennedy's better.
HAHA :)

Speaking of kennedykweh, i feel like i haven't seen him in ages! HAHA cos i never go school!

Okay that's all for now, be back soon!
And i think my blog song's abit lag, must wait for it okay. But it's worth the wait. :D

2009-04-01T20:19:00.003+08:00

This song is for you, you idiotic mofo.

Anyway, watched confessions of a shopaholic with mg ytd and went back for pc.
Today, did nth much, played around with soccerettes then went home with vicky.
I love time with mg and i also need more time with rangers.
Can't wait for friday, yay!

And babe, i'll still love you no matter what haircut you decide to have. Whether its your choice or not. :D

Very mundane nowadays. I need excitement.
How ironic.

2009-03-30T21:10:00.004+08:00

Shit this is damn cool :D
Just had to make one with babe and merry and rangers ahaha you'll be seeing more of these for sure cos they're so much more fun than still pics right!
:D THANKS M <3

Funny, i was gone so long then now suddenly post so much ahahaha okay bye.

2009-03-30T17:34:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry i havent been posting haha my blog is dying dead dead-ed.
Shit.

Okay so i guess this post will be image heavy to recap whatever i've been doing in the last..um..month? AHA oops really behind time okay sorry LA. :D

First up, kennedykweh's birthday.
Went to sentosa, and took skyride and luge like 3 times, and went for songs of the sea. Luckily the weather was great. The next week it rained like shit and i was so thankful that it didn't when we were at sentosa! :D :D
PICS:

I was really scared before riding the luge! Haha.

Eh why so happy HAHA.

When the fire blows it really feels very hot la omg damn cool!

Okay so it was a funfun day(:

Then on tuesday, his actual birthday, i called some of his fairfield friends to come to jj and surprise him and it didn't go quite as planned but oh well. HAHA. Then we went out for dinner but i can't seem to find the pics anywhere. :(

Then felice decided to turn 18. Okay no la her birthday was on the 24th so we celebrated for her in school yay. :D MG ROCKS LA i was feeling the love haha seriously i went home beaming!

YUMMY YUM YUM.

CUTEST DOG, SERIOUSLY.

Time for the guitar star. HAHA eh rhyming rhyming.

OKAY THEN, here are some pics of the soccerettes i just got. I CANT STAND THE WAY I STAND IN PICTURES okay funny sentence but really. Like my butt auto perks out so gross la haha okay sorry.

AND it's like on diff days but i'm at the same place, same position. SO ANNOYING HAHA.

This following picture makes me really sad. HAHA.

OKAY so here's the super belated post ahaha. Like when you stop posting really super lazy to start again la. Okay many things have been happening and i think march was a stupid month. REALLY stupid. And i think some people are seriously retarded. They just don't get it when you tell them stuff, over and over and OVER again. And i feel really sad for victims of backstabbing. Really omg very poorthing.

And i love mg for everything and babe too. YAY so i'll be back soon. Really okay. :D BYE ALL! <3

Look into your heart and you'll find LOVE LOVE LOVE (:

2009-03-23T22:14:00.001+08:00

HELLO ALL MUAHAHA TODAY'S AN EXTRA HAPPY DAY COS I FINALLY SAW KENNEDY KWEH KAISHENG AFTER LIKE 5 DAYS OMG HAHAHA :D

Sorry i've been really lazy to post but i'll be back real soon with loads of pics and stuff alright. Hang in there, don't give up on me, YET. :)

LOTS OF LOVE, JAMMMMMM <3

2009-03-07T22:21:00.006+08:00

Hey all.
I just ended what might have been the worst week of my life.
I got suspended from school(for coming late too many times?!) and got a really stupid injury from training and had many tests that i'm sure i'll flunk, and got a D for tamil. Well, my tamil was never good but i think it's quite wasted that i ended up with a D after doing it for 14 years :\ oh well, i expected to fail so okay la, i should be contented. :)

Watched the rugby matches this morning with vicky and her team mates. Was quite fun and i have to say JJ played really well, winning both innova and hwa chong. YAY! :D

Met up with babe after what felt like a million years for dinner. I know we see each other in school, but its just not the same LA. Tmr i'm celebrating his birthday with him, cos it's actually on tuesday but got school so we'll do fun stuff tmr! Haha. Can't wait, hope it turns out well. IT CANT RAIN OKAY!

Here are some pics from dinner. :D

Yay so i hope this week brings me much more joy than last week did.
Mon: meeting with rangers
Tues: Babe's BDAY! <3<3
Wed: No school :D
Thurs: Really slack, cos it's friday's timetable.
Fri: SPORTS DAY! :D

Oh well, but i can't train or run cos of my injury. Hope i get well before season! :( Okay then, that's all for now. More tmr!

I love you, and that's all i really know <3

2009-03-01T23:28:00.004+08:00

Broken Strings lyrics

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

Fave song of the mo!
By james morrison and nelly furtado.
Thanks vicky for re-introducing me to this song, its just one of those songs that i never paid attention to! Haha.

2009-03-01T17:10:00.003+08:00

Hello all.
Here are some pics.

The coolest maids ever.

Kennedy and i.

Check out the super cool candles.

Lucky boy.

Jo and i.

Iezah, jia and me!

Yay i love my confidante to bits thanks love for everything. :D

Life's rocks, been spending all my time with my girlfriends. I'm even contemplating going to school tmr. But what to do, bo bian la. Got test somemore. SIANZZZ okay bye!

Hey, you know i know we know alright. Our little secret. ;)

2009-02-28T00:06:00.006+08:00

Hello all, i'm in the mood to rant and this post is just directed to anybody who thinks that its directed to them.

Okay so anyway i just learnt the hard way that you can't always get what you want, and you should seize the opportunity to get it, before its too late. But what is it that people really want anyway? Is it what their hearts desire, or their minds? For me i know that both desire different things and its getting really hard for me to choose between the two. You should also cherish what you have before its gone and even though its damn cliche its so bloody true. Sometimes people yearn for things which they know they shouldn't have and even then are lucky to get them. After that, they just become greedy, expecting more from others. I don't know, maybe i'm just being an even bigger cynic these last few weeks but i just don't really know what my driving force is anymore. I feel so distant from myself, like i'm not me. Very weird feeling, and i hate it. But shit happens, some get more of it and even sometimes rubbed on their faces, but that's the way life is and we just have to carry on. And you know what, i really hate keeping things from people, especially loved ones. Giving people false hope and all. Why can't i just say what i'm thinking, cos communication is the key to all lasting relationships, whatever kind they are. I'm just sick and tired of childishness and the different life i lead now after big changes and sometimes i just want to go back. BUT then again, you can't always get what you want.

Life's a bitch. A big fat crazy bitch.

2009-02-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

I love having heart to heart talks cos they make you feel all warm and fuzzy and protected. Haha.
Thanks eve for that looong chat in the canteen, we didn't even realize that the sun set and it was dark outside! I left school with genuine total happiness, smth i haven't felt in the last few days. So i think lynne's msn nick is relevant here.

QUOTE LYNNE:
What girlfriends are, guys can never be. And what a boyfriend is to you, girlfriends won't ever mean the same way too. (Only relevant to straight people. Sorry Amanda!) HAHAHA..

I'm not saying that one's better than the other, it's just that the happy feeling is very different leh. Hahaha. And babe/rangers/MG/other friends, you're very nice to talk to okay! :D:D
So come on, talk to me somemore. :)

ANWZZZ. Ken was almost late this morning but made it! How can i survive a sick day without my happy pill. Haha. Besides the fact that i was sick, school today was alright. But i super like the sick feeling so shall not complain about it yah. Haha. :) Watched mab's match while waiting for ken to finish training and had dinner together. Yay happy happy me okay pics and more next time toodles! :D

I miss my phone......

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold.
I don't want my love to go to waste,
I want you and your beautiful soul <3

2009-02-22T22:56:00.004+08:00

Image heavy.
Today supposed to go zoo but it rained like &#$^%$#$%$ so wet weather plan, watched a movie and had nice dan dan mian :D
I was so pissed off cos on the way home i realised i forgot to take pictures, so i got off at babe's bus stop and we took pics haha so lame right i know. But how to dont take photo sial.
And i'm still very sad about my phone. And everything else. :( even though a wise person(L) told me "today has nothing to do with tmr" i still can't get over the shit that's been happening to me these last few days. What's worse is that i'm sick as a....whatever's very sick la okay.

Monthsary with babe:

Outing with kitming and aqilah:

Outing with rangers:

Soemtimes, sacrifices are made but nobody gets to see them. Sometimes, life's unfair. No all the time actually. BYE.

2009-02-22T12:26:00.002+08:00

Life's a bitch and is full of bitches.
Everything's going wrong and on top of that i lost my phone really stupidly ytd.

At least i have my rangers and babe and merry gang to help me.
Thanks jolene for being my listening ear, i feel so much better now.
(L) i'll be here for you too!

Today's my 3rd monthsary with babe and we're going out later and ken says he's got a surprise and i dont know what it is but i'm excited. :)

Drama fest was great and i had loads of fun with my class, thanks everybody for your comments! :D

I love the rangers.

Okay so pics and more in my next post okaybye.

2009-02-15T12:59:00.005+08:00

Yay it was hap-hap-happy valentines day ytd and it really was happy! :D
And i've been really lazy to post but now i'm bored so i'm back haha.
This post is gonna be image heavy and i'm lazy to caption haha. :D
Okay maybe not so lazy to caption.

ON TUESDAY. Before all the other j2s in the school started wearing! HAHA, i think merry gang was the first man! Don't understand why so many people were giving us disapproving stares that day, then the next day they also come and wear. AIYO...

Like bugsy in bedtime stories right. AHAHA.

BUGSY!!! :D

Kitming and i!

My baby cousin and i.

Babe on VDAY! :D

Whoa got wind blowing effect somemore HAHA

Reflection reflection.

At fish&co (:

Babe and i just spent vday doing our fave things together at our fave places. It was simple yet perfect and i loved it!

OH AND HERE ARE SOME OLDER PICS.

During soccerettess chalet, i think this photo's really funny. HAHA

Ken, me, judith and shawn a week ago! After benjamin button - great movie i tell you! :D

Haha okay then i guess i'm done with this long overdue post, so bye! :D

2009-02-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

Life is short, enjoy every minute of it.
However, life is also full of bitches, so enjoy getting back at them too. ;)

Had a pissing off day in school cos i slept little last night and felt very MEH. (no word to describe)
I didn't know that some people can seriously say stuff like that.
Mabel and felice were sleeping but vicky and i were terribly pissed man. Oh well shit happens and we all didn't even wanna be there but dragged our sorry asses there. :( nevermind i'm still proud of mg. AND WE MISS mil joey and eve! MG TABLE NEEDS YOU MANZZZZZZZZZZ ~

Anw, after school today felt really lethargic so lazed around a little, then headed off to town with vicky nehhh! :D:D

Pics:
(seriously camwhore at every mirror la, cannot stand)

Saw many of her friends and i saw some acquaintances and omg the bus ride to town was gossipy alll the way haha! :D Then at town we walked and talked and window shopped (saving for sunday hehe..) and yeah just did what normal people do at town.
HAHA but the bus ride home was like really damn long.
5:27 to 6:44 which is....................... 1hr17mins leh! From orchard to bukit batok by 106. Crazy right. Haha.

OKAY and i also got other pics that i stole from vicky neh's blog.

Check out our food we eat like real family haha! :D Damn fun i love MG!

08A02 with ms zhou!

MG at CNY celebrations!

Okay so yeah i'm really sleepy but i'll just wait cos the longer i sleep the more sleepy i'll feel tmr haha really really don't know why also siallllz okay bye everybody! :D:D

2009-02-01T21:45:00.003+08:00

I love my bright light. :D
Wonderful time i had after tuition today.
Watching the sun go down and moon come up and babe appearing and me disappearing was fun HAHA i think i damn funny.
EH seriously these few days i think i've lost it. Shit gimme back my sanity you sanitizer person HAHA (see what i mean?!)
Okay shut up jam people just see the pics then visit my links okay, support my 7 friends. Okay maybe got more but i lazy go my blog and count lehhhhh heheheh....

Just lovely :)

2009-02-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

Timecheck: 12:52 am
Happy february everybody!
And happy bday to Mr Wangyal's cute baby :)
Okaybye all! :D

confused :S
REALLY confused.
SHIT this sucks. :(

2009-01-26T21:33:00.005+08:00

26jan07.
A day that changed my life and who i was.
A day that has made me who i am today.
A day that i will never forget for the rest of my life.
Two years have passed and i still can remember everything like as though it just happened.

26jan09 was freaking horrible and i cant wait for the day to end.

I miss babe terribly and friends too and i can't wait to see everybody again.

I need my life back.

2009-01-25T23:16:00.006+08:00

HELLO ALL.
GO SEE FAT THIGH (gong xi fa cai) EVERYBODY.
(this was my greeting in pri school, used to crack me up. HAHA lame la jammm....)
ANYWAYZZZZ.
HAPPY NIU YEAR! :D:D

Had a crazy day with babe quite long ago can't remember when but anw here are the pics.
We had like unibrows and moustaches and zilian pics whoa damn irritating i tell you. :D

Babe. Crooning me a tune. Not working... :D

Hey sexy lady...wanna be my girlfriend? ;)

Only if you let me keep my unibrow.

I wish i had more friends...

I'll be your homie. :D

Zi lian i tell you....

No la actually, we were just seeing who could take more annoying zi lian pics. I just decided to put more of his up. HAHA!

Aiyo swollen finger.

ARGH don't bite me. :)

Okay. HAHA!

My class noticeboard nice right! :D Room 206. I think.

WAITAMINUTE what's this? ;D

okaybye.

2009-01-22T00:13:00.003+08:00

Thanks babe for everything we've been through and everything you've made me.
Happy 2nd month! :D
P.S. Can't believe we have a math test today! ARGH...

OKAY I'M LAZY TO POST ALREADY SO BYE EVERYBODY! :D

BE BACK SOON.

2009-01-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

Okay i swear, this is going to be a damn long post and is bloody image heavy haha so sit back and enjoy. If you want. Haha.
ANYWAY, today i had a great great great day with babe, as always :)
Today, we went to west coast plaza and west coast park, and we flew a kite! (thanks vicky!)
Okay so, pics shall do the talking.

Self proclaimed model pose :)

He was sad. :(

So was i! :(

YAY konyaku jelly yum yum.

The pro flying the kite.

YAY so nice right!

This one also! Like those poster photo that kind! Haha.

Spot me! I fly damn low laaaa. Haha.

So pretty.

Looks like he's dancing! Haha.

Lazy already, fall to the ground. Haha.

And the sun goes down.. :)

Yay self timer rocks haha us in a palace. :D

So, i had alot of fun today, and i lovelovelove babe TO THE MAX/CORE/CENTRE OF THE EARTH! :D:D

Okay now, overdue pics of rangers and soccerettes chalet! :)

Candice and i!

We were watching kids make big money on don't foeget the lyrics! HAHA.

Soccerettes 08/09!

I think it was a rock song on karaoke party. HAHA.

EEEW so gross.

Everybody, with seniors.

Spamming xian wen's cam.

Jia and i sharing an intense moment haha.

Jia and i again.

And now, time for the rangers!

Kit, lynne, wy and i.

Again. HAHA.

WOW okay OMG my post almost got deleted and i swear i was going to break my laptop so troublesome to start again but heng, everything's still here so lemme continue haha!

HAHA with my cousins. Earlier this year. :)

Phew glad that's over. What a long post huh. Okay be back soon with more! :D:D
And happy birthday shoban! :)

2009-01-17T11:59:00.003+08:00

Very true haha. Going kite flying with babe at west coast later, can't wait and i'm so excited cos the weather is perfect and i have perfect company! :D
Be back soon with pics!

2009-01-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hello all, school's started and i think it's not as bad as i thought it was gonna be.
I'm obviously still in the holiday mood and i gotta snap out of it, pronto.
A-divs coming up, and lessons are getting more rushed, and pressure will start to build up soon la.
One thing to say: SIAN JI PUAAAAAAAAAAA :(

Anyway, meeting up with entire merry gang again was great, as usual. They really make school enjoyable and i don't know what i'll do without them manzzzzzz. :D

Met up with rangers ytd after school as well, and babe joined us much much later as well! :)
I just think that things are going great and should stay this way for the rest of the year, at least. :D

Stomach cramps suck suck suck like hell. Plus my neck, i just hope training will be okay tmr siolzzzz.

Still haven't gotten soccer chalet pics, sadded. And weiying's not replying me on msn so dont have ranger's pic from ytd too. Guess that only leaves these for now! :D:D

Weiying's nephew whoa damn cute cannot stand.

08A02 <3

Ahh, right at home with MERRY GANG! Love these people! :D:D

WAH SIAO our faces so big i shy. Ken's a secret camwhorer la, hand not shaky and aiming like perfect.

Jan 13, just magical. ;)

2009-01-11T00:12:00.003+08:00

Hello all, haven't posted in a while. Have been quite busy, with chalets and gatherings and stuff. :D
Anw, would like to share this great quote i saw somewhere:
Obstacles are the scary things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.
Nice right! :D Applies to alot of things actually!
Anw, school's starting tmr and i dreaddddd not having so much of free time on my hands anymore.
Oh well, last year of real school and then it's time to enjoy life right! :D
BUT i'm really looking forward to seeing merry gang! Yay they really make school bearable!
Met up with 4/5 today, too bad mdm prema couldn't join us! :(
Saw everybody after so long, was quite nice indeed!
Met babe after that.
No pics for now, will upload them once i get them alright.
Till next time! :D

I love you.
Not for who you are, but for who you make me wanna be when i'm with you.
<3